Fear Lies In My Eyes
If I pass promos, I'll be able to
I dont want to talk about it.
I nearly posted an open letter to all should I retain. Past few days I have been thinking alot about what will happen if I fail promos, who I will let down, what other options are there, but I have come to realise that the more I think about these, the more fearful I become.
Fear loves Maths. Taking himself as the vertical axis and time as the horizontal axis, he plots a curve of himself as a function of e to the power of time. Therefore, he porves that he is an exponential curve. As his presence grows exponentially, Hysteria comes along and joins in the fun.
Fear always has this incessant method of creeping into one's sanity. Undetectable at first, he builds up and reinforces his place inside a person. Also, Hysteria is not here yet, and he is never going to make it since Courage has come to the rescue.
"Courage is not the lack of Fear. It is acting in spite of it."- Mark Twain
Mathematically, this means that if Fear = e power time, I have to configure myself such that promotion preparation = (xe) power time, where x is any number more than one.
In short, I am going to grow more exponentially than exponentially can ever mean and outgrow Fear.
Scared you arh..
Small digression:
Tomorrow I have to make my way down to Depot Road [something tells me its at the far West]
for my National Service registration.
"The whole process will take about 4 hours." Should not have missed the online registration which I was already halfway through!
What's done already done.
So, for now, in order not to disappoint anyone and write an open letter on this page, I shall grow exponentially.
Beatles-Eleanor Rigby
1. Lead Orientation 2006If I fail promos,
2. Still be able to have the same classmates[the Bleach-obsessed SCG, the extended family, the sleeping and the slacking], tutors [I like my tutors, all of them], and attend civics lessons with nutsy CG mates
3. Be with my House Com [whatever it is I cant bear to leave you guys]
4. Take A levels with fellow TJC-CCHSM people [you know who you are, too many to name]
5. Pass down to my direct junior next year
I dont want to talk about it.
I nearly posted an open letter to all should I retain. Past few days I have been thinking alot about what will happen if I fail promos, who I will let down, what other options are there, but I have come to realise that the more I think about these, the more fearful I become.
Fear loves Maths. Taking himself as the vertical axis and time as the horizontal axis, he plots a curve of himself as a function of e to the power of time. Therefore, he porves that he is an exponential curve. As his presence grows exponentially, Hysteria comes along and joins in the fun.
Fear always has this incessant method of creeping into one's sanity. Undetectable at first, he builds up and reinforces his place inside a person. Also, Hysteria is not here yet, and he is never going to make it since Courage has come to the rescue.
"Courage is not the lack of Fear. It is acting in spite of it."- Mark Twain
Mathematically, this means that if Fear = e power time, I have to configure myself such that promotion preparation = (xe) power time, where x is any number more than one.
In short, I am going to grow more exponentially than exponentially can ever mean and outgrow Fear.
Scared you arh..
Small digression:
Tomorrow I have to make my way down to Depot Road [something tells me its at the far West]
for my National Service registration.
"The whole process will take about 4 hours." Should not have missed the online registration which I was already halfway through!
What's done already done.
So, for now, in order not to disappoint anyone and write an open letter on this page, I shall grow exponentially.
Beatles-Eleanor Rigby
posted by Ergheiz at
10:23 PM
6 Comments:
i think... what i'm scared of is not so much as you saying you'll fail promos. ( for the gazillionth time, what becomes of ME if YOU fail promos?! /stab stop scaring me D: )
it's the fact that you can plot a perfectly sensible exponential graph with loads of reasoning and still think that you may fail.
eeeeeeeeeeee, scary!! /shuffles away
bie fang qi! dynamo monkeys never fail to please, fail to entertain, fail to comfort, fail to save the day, much less fail to promote.
all will be fine. (:
take care!
Mr Goh cum Big Head Monster cum Captain cum Crap-mate cum Expressway-Explorer cum CCHMS-mate cum OG-mate..
i truly hoped that everyone can promote and graduate together.
things will be fine.
take care and ganbatte=D
hey CK,
let's all not get too worried okay. anyway, ALL THE BEST for the upcoming promos =) hopefully, everything will be smooth sailing. take care.
~AIN
DON'T YOU DARE
When you think it's all behind you
And that you're far ahead of it,
Watch out
Because it's then that it sneaks up to grab you
And pull you right back down with it.
So don't you dare,
Don't you dare even think about quitting
You're in it this far
Just keep your head up
And keep on pushing
You'll make it all right
It's when you think that you're done
And you tell yourself that you can't go any farther
Then you have to look yourself in the eyes
And say, "Get up, get up"
And don't ever give up
For you are better then this.
So don't you dare
Don't you dare even think about quitting,
You're in it this far
Just keep your head up
And keep on pushing
You'll make it all right
And so when they say it's over
You say, "Never"
And then you must keep on going
Because it's that last mile that you go
When you think you can't go any farther
That will make all the difference in your life
So don't you dare
Don't you dare even think about giving up
When I know you have so much more to give
Don't you dare
Don't you dare.
super duper lao QM ! cmon, u wouldn't fail one loh, your predictions of your own future are so lan. booo, where will fail >.<
heh, pass and i'll make a super duper nice blogskin okay (:
what adult lesbian thing going around in chung cheng? all i know is soh guat ee and hajit kaur are ahem yeah. always together acting like lesbians. and cindy and i mistaken by wee kiat for being lesbians -.-" so what adult lesbian thing are you referring to ?
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