Is it worth it?

I'm finally back.
After a long and busy time.
Very busy and sometimes I wonder why I make myself so busy for.
And I'm just so tired of everything, but I promised to cope well.
Just that I cannot trust myself well enough to do so.
What will happen to me? So confused about the future.
I mean... Will i still be able to make it?
Life is such a scary thing. Maybe the process is the one that makes it worthwhile.
Let's just see